Gosh......I don't wanna go to prom :S:S:S

I really hate it,,,,,,,,
I don't wanna go,
I don't wanna wear some stupid dress,
I don't wanna be a "good" girl who just smiles,who's happy cause somebody asked her to go to prom with,,,,,,oh nooooo,,,,,,,,,not me,,,,,,,,,,,,,I hate it,I hate it........




right now I wanna kill myself,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,gosh,I'm so angry :@

I hate myself,why is everything so complicated????

why can't I have bf like normal ppl,why can't I be happy????

what about that real true love???
is it only possible in fairy-tales n movies??????